
The karaoke place was Jiro's idea, which meant nobody had particularly high expectations.
This was not a criticism of Jiro specifically — it was simply that Jiro's ideas tended toward the enthusiastic rather than the practical, and his track record included a hiking trip where he had misread the trail map, a group cooking night where he had confused tablespoons and cups, and a board game evening that had ended with Nami refusing to speak to him for forty minutes over a rules dispute that he had, objectively, been wrong about.
But it was a Thursday in October and the five of them had been in the library since nine in the morning and someone needed to make a decision, and Jiro had made one, and here they were.
The room they were given was small and aggressively themed in red and gold, with two microphones, a song catalogue that could sustain a small civilization, and a drinks menu that Daichi studied with the focus he usually reserved for exam preparation. The screen on the wall cycled through a demo reel of previous customers in various states of commitment — a salaryman doing an extremely serious ballad, a group of women in their thirties absolutely destroying a pop anthem, a child who had somehow ended up with the microphone and was using it to narrate his own life.
"This is great," said Jiro, with the satisfaction of a man whose idea had, so far, not gone wrong.
"Ask me again in two hours," said Nami.
The order of things established itself naturally.
Daichi went first, because Daichi always went first at anything competitive or performative, and karaoke was both. He chose an upbeat city pop track from the eighties, committed to it completely, and delivered it with the unearned confidence of someone who was an objectively average singer operating at full conviction. He finished to applause that was genuine in its appreciation of the performance if not precisely the vocals.
"Solid," said Jiro.
"It was loud," said Nami, which for Nami was a compliment.
Jiro went next and chose something recent and overcomplicated that he got through by sheer force of enthusiasm and a strategic decision to treat the high notes as optional. Nami did a duet with Daichi — a ballad that they performed with the deadpan seriousness of a comedy duo who had decided that commitment was the joke — and received a standing ovation from Jiro and polite applause from Daichi, who was in it and therefore not in a position to evaluate objectively.
Hana went fourth. She was a competent singer — genuinely competent, the kind that came from years of school chorus, pleasant to listen to without being remarkable — and she performed a mid-tempo pop song cleanly and without drama and sat back down to deserved appreciation.
"Koji," said Jiro, holding out the microphone. "Your turn."
Koji looked at the microphone.
Koji was the quiet one. This was not an original observation — everyone in the group had made it independently at some point in the six months they had known each other, and it was accurate without being the whole picture. He was quiet in the way of someone who had a great deal going on internally and had developed, over many years, a strong preference for keeping it there. He listened more than he spoke. He laughed at things other people missed. He was genuinely kind in the specific, unhurried way of someone who was kind because it was their nature rather than their performance.
He had not, in six months, done anything that anyone would describe as showing off.
He looked at the microphone for a moment longer.
"I'll go last," he said.
"You are last," Nami said.
"Oh," he said.
He took the microphone.
He stood in front of the screen and scrolled through the catalogue with the focused consideration of someone making a real decision, which the others watched with the mild curiosity of people who had not yet updated their expectations.
"Take your time," Daichi said, meaning the opposite.
"I'm looking," Koji said.
"We can see that."
"There it is," Koji said.
He selected a song.
The opening bars came through the speakers — a slow build, piano and strings, a song from fifteen years ago that had the quality of something everyone knew without necessarily knowing they knew it. Hana recognized it first. Then Nami. Then Daichi and Jiro together, exchanging a brief glance of calibration.
Koji held the microphone.
The intro finished.
He sang.
The first thing that happened was silence.
Not the polite, waiting silence of people ready to be supportive. The other kind — the silence that arrives when something has happened that the brain needs a moment to catch up to. The four of them on the bench went completely still, drinks half-raised, with the synchronized quality of people who had just encountered something they had not prepared for.
Koji sang.
He sang the way people sang when they had been doing it their whole lives and had never treated it as something to be explained or displayed — naturally, without self-consciousness, his voice moving through the melody with the ease of someone for whom this was simply how the song sounded, how it had always sounded in the version that lived in him. It was a clear tenor, warm in the lower register and precise at the top, and he was not performing it, which was the thing that made it extraordinary. He was just singing.
Jiro's mouth was open.
Daichi had set his drink down at some point without noticing.
Nami had her arms crossed and her head tilted and the expression she got when she was recalibrating — not dramatically, just the internal adjustment of someone quietly revising a file they thought they had finished.
Hana was watching him.
Not the way she watched the others when they sang — with the friendly attention of shared entertainment. The other way. The way you watched something that had surprised you into paying a different kind of attention.
Koji sang the second verse.
The song built toward the chorus and he let it build, not forcing it, and when the chorus arrived he was there for it and the room — small, red-walled, aggressively themed — did the thing that good singing sometimes did to rooms, which was to make them feel briefly larger than they were.
The song ended.
The outro ran out.
The screen showed the score — a number in the high nineties that the machine displayed with the slightly stunned quality of a system that had calibrated itself for a different range of inputs.
Koji lowered the microphone.
He looked at the four of them.
The four of them looked at him.
"Koji," Jiro said.
"Yeah."
"What."
"What what."
"WHAT."
Koji looked at the microphone in his hand with the mild expression of someone unsure what the appropriate response was to this level of reaction. "I like this song," he said.
"You—" Jiro pointed at the screen. "Ninety-four."
"The machine is generous."
"Koji."
"I sang a song."
"You didn't just sing a song," Daichi said, with the careful precision of someone who wanted to be accurate. "That was — you can sing."
"I know," Koji said.
A brief silence.
"You know," Nami said flatly.
"I've always been able to sing."
"And you didn't think to mention this."
"It didn't come up."
"We've known you for six months."
"Nobody asked."
Jiro made a sound that was not quite a word.
"Sit down," Nami said. "You're making me feel things and I need a minute."
What followed was, by general agreement later, the best two hours any of them had spent in a karaoke room.
Koji sang four more songs, each one different — an old folk ballad, an upbeat track that he somehow made sound effortless, a duet with Hana on a song they both knew that produced a harmonic combination nobody in the room had expected and that Jiro commemorated by standing up and then sitting back down because he didn't know what else to do with the feeling.
The others sang too, with a new energy — not trying to compete, which would have been impossible and they all knew it, but lifted somehow by proximity to something genuinely good, the way a room with one excellent thing in it makes everything else feel more alive.
Daichi did his eighties track again and it was better the second time because he meant it more. Nami sang a song she had never told anyone she knew and sang it with a directness that landed differently than her usual deadpan and that Koji listened to with the complete, uncritical attention he gave to most things, which Nami noticed and filed without comment.
Jiro sang three more songs, none of them technically impressive and all of them completely committed, and received the applause they deserved, which was the applause for someone who understood that karaoke was not about being good but about being in it.
Sometime near the end of the second hour, while Daichi and Jiro were conducting an extremely serious consultation over the song catalogue, Hana sat down beside Koji on the bench.
"Why didn't you ever say anything?" she said.
He looked at the screen, where the demo reel had resumed — the child narrating his own life was back.
"People treat you differently," he said. "When they know you're good at something. They watch you. They have expectations." He paused. "I like just being — here. One of five people having a night."
"You're still one of five people," she said.
"I know." A small pause. "I just— sometimes you need to remember that you have something. Even if nobody else knows about it." He looked at his hands. "It's been a hard few months. I needed tonight."
She looked at him.
Six months of knowing him and this was the most words he had directed at her at one time, she realized. Not because he didn't trust her — she didn't think that was it. Just because he was the kind of person who said things when they were ready to be said and not before.
"I'm glad you came," she said. Simply.
He looked at her.
"Me too," he said.
Jiro appeared in front of them holding both microphones with the expression of a man who had found a song on the catalogue that he considered unmissable.
"Koji," he said. "I found something."
"What."
"It's a duet."
"With who."
Jiro pointed at himself.
Koji looked at him for a long moment.
"Okay," he said.
He took the microphone.
The duet was, by any technical measure, a disaster — Jiro missed every other note and lost his place in the second verse and compensated by getting louder, which was the wrong solution applied with total commitment. But Koji harmonized around him anyway, finding the notes that made Jiro's chaos sound like a choice, and the result was something that the machine gave a sixty-one and that the four people in the room gave a standing ovation, Nami included, which she did without expression but with complete sincerity.
They left at midnight.
The street outside was cool and bright and the city was doing its late-night thing, and the five of them walked to the station in the loose, warm aftermath of a night that had gone better than expected in the specific way of Jiro's ideas — not practical, not planned, but entirely right.
At the station gates they split toward their separate lines.
"Koji," Daichi said.
"Yeah."
"Next time we go — you're opening."
"I'll think about it."
"That's a yes."
"It's a maybe."
"It's a yes," said Nami, without looking up from her phone.
Koji almost smiled. The almost-smile that arrived before the real one — quick, private, gone before most people caught it.
Hana caught it.
She filed it somewhere careful.
The gates opened. They went through.
The city received them, warm and indifferent and full of trains going in every direction, and somewhere between the station and home each of them carried the night with them — the ninety-four on the screen, the duet that shouldn't have worked, the way a quiet person could hold something extraordinary inside them for years and bring it out on a Thursday in October in a small red room and change the way four people looked at them.
Jiro sent a voice message to the group chat at twelve thirty-seven that was mostly incoherent and entirely affectionate.
Koji listened to it on the train home.
He smiled.
The real one, this time.